Assalamualaikum and hye!
Today is bad day why?  because i'm tired but my mom forced me to cook!
 Why iam tired?
Because yesterday my dad asked me to take care of my little sister who gave birth a baby. This is a first night my little sister become a mom! So i have to help her. I went to hospital at 7pm and arrived at 10pm. So, i take care of them started from 10pm until 7 am. 

I happy having first niece but the worstnight began when my niece likes to cried overnight. I haven't taken care of a baby in almost 16 years so i struggling alone. To calm her down, she needs to be given milk and yes, after my sister gave a breastbreeding, Sofiya, my niece cried again because she poop so i changed her diaper and guess how many times  i changed her diaper? 3 times!! how many times she cried because hungry? i can't count. 

 After sofiya got a milk, changed her diaper, she cried again and again. i thought she wants to sleep but no,, i recited a holy verses of the Quran,  recitation of blessings on the prophet and chanting but she still crying. In order to make my little sister got a sleep, i take care of her baby. I can't lie down to rest and mostly standing rather than sitting while supporting a baby. So when sofiya sleep? At 5pm!! oh god! iam really tired and hungry too!

I always looked at my waist clock and waiting it past 7 am because that time my visit is over and i can back home and rest. My dad told me he would pick up me at 7am but guess what? he called me and said " He stucked in jammed near my house" and it would take 3 hours to arrive at hospital. 

Urgh! i can't help myself to still awake so i just sleep at ICU waiting station. When mydad came, He asked my mom to wake me up. I don't care how people look at me that time and how look i was because i too tired and sleepy! i got into the car in state of 'mamai' and continued sleep in the car and when we arrived at home, i continue to sleep too until 7pm! i didn't think to take a breakfast, a lunch, a shower and changed my pad cause sleep is most important than anything!  

Now, my mom scold me cause i didn't cook a dinner but atleast i helped to hang the clothes than my another sisters who just stay at home and do nothing. Today make me strengthen my word to not get married and having a child. Stay single and solo until the end. Bye!